今天上班老是悶悶不樂的,也許是餓著肚子心裡鬱結不去似的(不是故意不吃早餐的,只是想多睡一會)。下班後就是有一個箭步想要逃走的念頭:不如乘車過海買 Wireless Lan 好了。
打電話給大西北之友 M,想問她有甚麼方法南下,她聽見後說為甚麼要走到那麼遠呢?附近也有電腦店舖。
我沒說的是,其實我只是想坐長途車有種逃走的感覺而已。
然後她問:「我要去逛街你去不去?」當然最終還是留在大西北好了,隨便逛逛也就好了。
逃跑,倒不是解決問題的辦法。
始終是 Katie Melua 的歌曲能讓人放鬆心情--是的,近期熱播的是 “Pictures” 裡的 “If You were a Sailboat”.
If you were a cowboy I would trail you,
If you were a piece of wood I’d nail you to the floor.
If you were a sailboat I would sail you to the shore.
If you were a river I would swim you,
If you were a house I would live in you all my days.
If you were a preacher I’d begin to change my ways.Sometimes I believe in fate,
But the chances we create,
Always seem to ring more true.
You took a chance on loving me,
I took a chance on loving you.If I was in jail I know you’d spring me,
If I was a telephone you’d ring me all day long.
If I was in pain I know you’d sing me soothing songs.Sometimes I believe in fate,
But the chances we create,
Always seem to ring more true.
You took a chance on loving me,
I took a chance on loving you.If I was hungry you would feed me,
If I was in darkness you would lead me to the light.
If I was a book I know you’d read me every night.If you were a cowboy I would trail you,
If you were a piece of wood I’d nail you to the floor.
If you were sailboat I would sail you to the shore.If you were sailboat I would sail you to the shore.
If you were sailboat I would sail you to the shore.
Katie Melua “If You were a Sailboat”
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今天無端被病房的同事問及英文名字,還擔心以為被記名等責罰,原來是舊同事做的好事。
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又寫一下期待電影列表:
20 Dec 2007 Bee Movie(那隻蜜蜂很搞笑)
27 Dec 2007 Atonement(Joe Wright 加 Keira Knightley 總讓我想起上一套兩人合作的電影是 P&P 2005;還外加一個曾演 Jane Austen 初戀情人的 James McAvoy……)
10 Jan 2008 Mr. Magorium’s Wonder Emporium(最讓人期待的是不同種類的玩具)
17 Jan 2008 27 Dresses(又是 Izzie 擔正,咦,我好像還沒看 “Knocked Up”……)
17 Jan 2008 Elizabeth: The Golden Age(Cate Blanchett 又演 Elizabeth,她和 Helen Mirren 和 Judi Dench 似乎成了女皇的代言人……)
? 7 Feb 2008 Enchanted(王子還是 McDreamy 比較好?)
? The Last Legion(F 先生你在何方?雖然我對上映仍然充滿信心,因為有電影小說在售賣)
? The Other Boleyn Girl(應該又要等好一段日子了,雖然 Natalie Portman 與 Scarlett Johansson 的競爭很吸引)
我也喜歡獨自乘坐巴士散心
只是有時車子一面走
思緒也不停在轉
便有欲哭的衝動
上一次是去完骨科面試獨自乘坐巴士從威記回去瑪麗
車子才走到第一城便已經哭得很厲害…
現在雖然習慣了新工作新生活
那種孤寂和對彼方的思念終究縈擾不斷
得不到的永遠都是最好
這陣子我也想起了許多去年曾經出現過的他與她,說不想念是騙人的,那些地方走過多年雖然記憶猶新,卻深知那兒永遠不會是我以後的落腳處。想起年初時得知落榜後那種鬱寡歡卻老是哭不出來的無奈,唉……
我仍然想起前度老細寫給我的那一句 “cheerful”……